Body- A Mortal Curse!

In my childhood, I used to wander around with my parents. I saw many lovely and curious toys and other things and having the curiosity in me forced my parents to buy me those things oblivious of their cost. They sometimes bought me those things and sometimes did not. Sometimes I got furious and even wept. Up to the age of 10, I continued the same thing.

After being a teenager, I started being attracted towards technology. I developed curiosity about mobiles, mobile games, internet and other gadgets. I started forcing my parents to buy me an android mobile phone. They did not agree and said that I was too small for that. I did not understand them at that time and got angry. Whenever my friends came home to take me to play with them, I thought that I would not be allowed to go with them. I could not understand my parents at that time and in some manner hated them as well.

After getting married, I started understanding the situation in which my parents were. After having kids, I started repeating the same things my parents did in my childhood and my kids repeated the same things I did in my childhood. By this, I started understanding the situation of my parents.

Now, I have completely understood my parents. I remember those sweet memories of my childhood with a sweet pain of being away from them, being unable to relive those good days of my childhood. Whenever I remember those days, my heart becomes heavy and I sink in my easy chair and think that this mortal body is a curse on my freedom. These days are now becoming years of being a prisoner. This nostalgic feeling makes me wait eagerly for death, to become free of any boundaries and to be ultimately free.